A̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶M̶i̶c̶h̶a̶e̶l̶ ̶R̶u̶b̶e̶n̶f̶e̶l̶d̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶m̶o̶n̶t̶h̶s̶ ̶a̶g̶o̶:̶ ̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶t̶o̶g̶r̶a̶p̶h̶e̶r̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶a̶s̶k̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶r̶e̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶ ̶i̶n̶v̶e̶n̶t̶o̶r̶y̶,̶ ̶a̶ ̶c̶o̶l̶l̶e̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶c̶e̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶a̶d̶v̶a̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶l̶o̶o̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶d̶i̶n̶g̶…̶ ̶F̶o̶r̶ ̶m̶e̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶a̶s̶e̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶q̶u̶i̶t̶e̶.̶ ̶ ̶M̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶o̶i̶n̶t̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶l̶o̶o̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶J̶e̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶a̶s̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶w̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶ ̶c̶o̶l̶l̶e̶c̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶s̶p̶e̶c̶i̶m̶e̶n̶s̶.̶ ̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶o̶i̶n̶t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶t̶o̶g̶r̶a̶p̶h̶s̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶t̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶h̶i̶m̶,̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶a̶p̶t̶u̶r̶e̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶m̶u̶c̶h̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶r̶e̶c̶e̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶u̶c̶h̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶p̶a̶s̶s̶e̶s̶ ̶a̶c̶r̶o̶s̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶v̶i̶s̶i̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶f̶a̶c̶e̶s̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶b̶e̶f̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶m̶o̶v̶e̶s̶ ̶o̶n̶…̶
I detect in my cribbed, first question a certain wariness about particulars, or maybe a certain laziness. If I shift its impersonal voice into the first person and add the missing auxiliary verbs, it becomes, variously… “How can I read a ruin?”––a question of technique––“How might I read a ruin?”––a question of tactics––“How will I read a ruin?”––a question of determination––“How do I read a ruin?”––a question of self-reporting––“How should I read a ruin?”––a question of ethics…if I go on this way, I feel I change nothing with regard to my second question.
Actually, I am not at all certain a ruin is to be read in the first place, which is to say decoded and rehabilitated narratively into an account of what was. The English classicist Mary Beard, writing on Roman ruins in The New York Review of Books in July 2017, succinctly states what is obvious to her as an expert: “The ground surface [of the Roman Forum] is largely a confusing mass of rubble and masonry, interspersed with equally confusing holes left by archaeologists in search of the structures, shrines, and burials that formed the first layers of human occupation in the city of Rome… Even the trained eye finds it hard to work out how any of this fits together, or what the place looked like at any particular period of antiquity. Most visitors walk through the Forum baffled. Cicero would not have recognized it.” A sense of confusion laced with wonder was certainly my own response when I saw the Roman Forum for the first time earlier this year.

I̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶e̶b̶o̶o̶k̶ ̶I̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶ ̶q̶u̶o̶t̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶A̶d̶a̶m̶ ̶M̶i̶c̶h̶n̶i̶k̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶o̶p̶i̶e̶d̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶a̶ ̶b̶o̶o̶k̶ ̶w̶h̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶t̶i̶t̶l̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶n̶e̶g̶l̶e̶c̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶e̶.̶ ̶ ̶“̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶f̶u̶l̶l̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶i̶n̶q̶u̶i̶s̶i̶t̶o̶r̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶e̶t̶i̶c̶s̶,̶”̶ ̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶e̶s̶,̶ ̶“̶l̶i̶a̶r̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶l̶i̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶,̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶o̶r̶i̶s̶t̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶o̶r̶i̶z̶e̶d̶.̶ ̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶s̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶y̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶r̶m̶o̶p̶y̶l̶a̶e̶,̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶r̶i̶n̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶l̶a̶s̶s̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶h̶e̶m̶l̶o̶c̶k̶,̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶c̶r̶o̶s̶s̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶R̶u̶b̶i̶c̶o̶n̶,̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶d̶r̶a̶w̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶u̶p̶ ̶a̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶s̶c̶r̶i̶p̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶l̶i̶s̶t̶.̶”̶
Perhaps part of the difficulty of ruins is that the word conjures a variety of objects whose shaping or causal forces are in fact quite distinct. For convenience, I might make two large groupings: objects or structures in a steady state of ruination, and objects or structures that are in a process of still-becoming-ruined. In the former, decay and devastation and collapse are so slow as to appear to be stopped, and the ruin appears under the sign of enduringness, even survival. In the latter, the activity of ruination is happening, and the ruin appears under the sign of vulnerability and loss. In both cases, however, the ruinedness of the ruin seems to be a mixture––of impenetrable proportions––of the natural and the cultural. It is, after all, almost a truism of Romanticism that nature will claim what culture has forsaken––I would call it a reclamation, except that there is no promise of redemption––and that culture will produce, in acts of self-abnegation and self-abjectification, what nature cannot resist.
Dora Apel, writing on ruination imagery of contemporary Detroit, speaks of ruins as instrumental to cultural self-deception, tools of a certain aesthetic remove by which we gain a sense of mastering fear. That sense of mastery is functional, but ultimately false. In Apel’s reading of Detroit, the city’s decline is the best example and the leading symbol of the core viciousness of the American political-economy, which is suppressed and mostly normalized in American political discourse. Detroit’s physical ruins token the ruinousness of capitalist ideology writ large, and indeed of the apocalypses (environmental, nuclear) it is poised to unleash.
Apel’s analysis of the causes of Detroit’s situation is compelling enough. In order of importance, she blames the neoliberal agenda of corporate America; state and federal policy of conservatives and liberals alike, which girded the evisceration of American manufacturing, underwrote redlining in postwar housing development, and forced austerity measures on the city in a saga of bungled punishment; the de-unionization of America, coupled with the the narrowness and corruption of the unions; white racism implicit and explicit and the demographic shifts it created; and the corruption of the city’s mostly black political class. But I can’t help but wonder how Apel would account for the situation of ruination I have seen over and over again in post-Soviet Ukraine, which cannot be explained away as the result only of rapacious post-Soviet capitalism.
A̶ ̶j̶o̶k̶e̶ ̶I̶’̶v̶e̶ ̶h̶e̶a̶r̶d̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶U̶k̶r̶a̶i̶n̶e̶:̶ ̶ ̶“̶W̶h̶a̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶d̶i̶f̶f̶e̶r̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶t̶w̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶c̶a̶p̶i̶t̶a̶l̶i̶s̶m̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶s̶o̶c̶i̶a̶l̶i̶s̶m̶?̶ ̶ ̶C̶a̶p̶i̶t̶a̶l̶i̶s̶m̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶y̶s̶t̶e̶m̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶u̶n̶i̶v̶e̶r̶s̶a̶l̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶l̶o̶i̶t̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶.̶ ̶ ̶I̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶l̶o̶i̶t̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶.̶ ̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶s̶o̶c̶i̶a̶l̶i̶s̶m̶,̶ ̶i̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶v̶e̶r̶s̶e̶.̶”̶

My problem, though, is neither the diagnostic nor the prognostic power of ruins vis à vis political-economy (though I suspect that the proliferation of ruin imagery of, say, hurricane damage in the Caribbean makes global warming seem more real than imagery of glacial melting). My problem is also not the sublime, for a simple reason. The sublime is what I would call the experience of human vanity cracking––the recognition that whatever we call normality is encased within protective vanities from the collective to the egoistic, and these vanities can be broken, and broken-through. The enormity of human vanity is not news to me, nor the conundrum of its brittleness and resilience. If, in other words, the sublime is sufficient to expose us to our frailty (and our stupidity and our recklessness) as against the normal regime of denial, it was never necessary. For me, it is not the sublime that shocks me into an awareness of my own and our collective unprotectedness, and the nearness of an obliterative nothingness for which I have no adequate description. Somehow that awareness is written into my psychology as from the beginning.
M̶i̶s̶h̶n̶a̶h̶ ̶C̶h̶a̶g̶i̶g̶a̶h̶ ̶2̶:̶1̶ ̶s̶t̶a̶t̶e̶s̶:̶ ̶ ̶“̶W̶h̶o̶e̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶g̶i̶v̶e̶s̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶f̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶w̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶t̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶h̶i̶m̶ ̶h̶a̶d̶ ̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶:̶ ̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶v̶e̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶n̶e̶a̶t̶h̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶f̶o̶r̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶w̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶e̶a̶f̶t̶e̶r̶.̶”̶ ̶ ̶
A̶n̶d̶ ̶L̶o̶u̶i̶s̶e̶ ̶G̶l̶ü̶c̶k̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶e̶s̶:̶ ̶ ̶“̶W̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶?̶ ̶ ̶F̶o̶r̶ ̶A̶m̶e̶r̶i̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶p̶o̶e̶t̶s̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶i̶d̶-̶t̶o̶-̶l̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶t̶w̶e̶n̶t̶i̶e̶t̶h̶ ̶c̶e̶n̶t̶u̶r̶y̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶m̶e̶a̶n̶t̶,̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶m̶a̶i̶n̶,̶ ̶b̶e̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶i̶n̶g̶l̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶ ̶p̶a̶t̶r̶o̶l̶l̶e̶d̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶i̶n̶g̶l̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶t̶e̶l̶l̶i̶g̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶m̶e̶a̶n̶i̶n̶g̶.̶ ̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶o̶e̶m̶s̶ ̶m̶a̶d̶e̶ ̶b̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶s̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶p̶u̶l̶s̶i̶o̶n̶s̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶e̶s̶s̶e̶n̶t̶i̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶d̶r̶a̶m̶a̶t̶i̶c̶,̶ ̶a̶r̶t̶i̶f̶i̶c̶i̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶w̶e̶i̶g̶h̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶a̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶i̶n̶s̶i̶g̶h̶t̶.̶ ̶ ̶I̶m̶p̶a̶t̶i̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶s̶e̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶m̶i̶s̶e̶s̶,̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶p̶a̶t̶,̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶t̶r̶i̶o̶n̶i̶c̶ ̶e̶n̶d̶i̶n̶g̶s̶,̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶f̶u̶e̶l̶e̶d̶ ̶a̶ ̶p̶o̶e̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶t̶e̶r̶e̶s̶t̶e̶d̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶i̶m̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶i̶o̶n̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶p̶o̶s̶s̶i̶b̶i̶l̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶s̶y̶m̶b̶o̶l̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶c̶l̶u̶s̶i̶o̶n̶s̶.̶ ̶ ̶T̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶p̶o̶e̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶l̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶e̶r̶i̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶f̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶o̶m̶e̶s̶ ̶c̶o̶h̶e̶r̶e̶n̶t̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶f̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶o̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶o̶r̶o̶u̶s̶l̶y̶ ̶c̶h̶a̶n̶n̶e̶l̶e̶d̶.̶”̶
What draws me in is ruins’ philosophic and affective volatility, of which the sublime’s nexus of fear and pleasure is perhaps one expression. I find no way to speak of ruins without resorting to contradiction. In words, ruins demand awkward phrasings––such as compounded adjectival nouns like “the forlorn majestic” or “the majestic forlorn,” or oxymorons like “heavy loftiness,” “spent spectacle,” or “imposing unimpressiveness.” None of these formulations satisfy me. The former are too mannered and the latter are just facile. Whole sentences also go wrong, such as the following, which took me almost an hour to write: “Ruins force on us the dynamics of the fragment and the whole on several levels simultaneously, which is to say the mystical potencies of the unfinished, the nearness of the severed to the healed, the abandoned to the redeemed, the infitesimal to the infinite, as if the part were uniquely poised to harness the energy of the whole, to which it paradoxically forfeits any claim once we begin to treat it like a name.”
S.Y. Agnon writes: “A verse in the Torah occurred to me: The sword shall not cross through your land. I interpreted the sword to refer to metaphysical speculation, and the verse to be saying that as it passes through your mind it will not only undermine your faith, it could even strengthen it. In my heart I recited the verse I am racked with grief, sustain me in accordance with Your word. Our Master looked at me and whispered, ‘It is time to go back. My heart broke within me and I followed him.’”
The ruins that move me to write are neither those of ancient Rome nor today’s Detroit, but those of prewar Jewish civilization, scattered across the geography of the Holocaust in cities, towns and villages from Riga to Odessa. In recent years, I have photographed dozens of them.




Ruined synagogue, Dubno, Ukraine, 2017

Ruined synagogue and beis medrash, Uhniv, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined synagogue, Zhovkva, Ukraine, 2014
I̶ ̶s̶a̶y̶ ̶I̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶e̶l̶l̶,̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶t̶h̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶p̶i̶c̶t̶u̶r̶e̶s̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶t̶r̶i̶b̶u̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶’̶s̶ ̶i̶m̶a̶g̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶t̶i̶-̶h̶u̶m̶a̶n̶i̶t̶y̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶f̶u̶r̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶k̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶t̶o̶r̶i̶a̶n̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶m̶e̶m̶o̶i̶r̶i̶s̶t̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶n̶o̶v̶e̶l̶i̶s̶t̶s̶ ̶w̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶q̶u̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶e̶n̶o̶u̶g̶h̶,̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶p̶e̶c̶i̶a̶l̶ ̶t̶a̶s̶k̶ ̶f̶a̶l̶l̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶t̶o̶g̶r̶a̶p̶h̶e̶r̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶t̶e̶m̶p̶o̶r̶a̶r̶y̶ ̶J̶e̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶r̶u̶i̶n̶s̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶s̶t̶a̶t̶e̶m̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶f̶r̶a̶g̶i̶l̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶l̶l̶e̶c̶t̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶m̶o̶r̶y̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶J̶e̶w̶s̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶e̶a̶s̶t̶e̶r̶n̶ ̶E̶u̶r̶o̶p̶e̶a̶n̶ ̶s̶o̶c̶i̶e̶t̶i̶e̶s̶.̶ ̶ ̶I̶n̶ ̶f̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶ ̶a̶r̶g̶u̶e̶ ̶b̶o̶t̶h̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶g̶a̶i̶n̶s̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶l̶i̶n̶k̶a̶g̶e̶.̶ ̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶v̶i̶n̶c̶e̶d̶ ̶e̶i̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶v̶a̶l̶i̶d̶i̶t̶y̶,̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶b̶i̶l̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶t̶o̶g̶r̶a̶p̶h̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶m̶u̶n̶i̶c̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶n̶e̶c̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶b̶e̶t̶w̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶J̶e̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶r̶e̶m̶n̶a̶n̶t̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶c̶o̶l̶l̶e̶c̶t̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶m̶o̶r̶y̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶c̶o̶l̶l̶e̶c̶t̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶g̶e̶t̶t̶i̶n̶g̶.̶ ̶ ̶L̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶m̶a̶n̶y̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶t̶o̶g̶r̶a̶p̶h̶e̶r̶s̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶i̶c̶t̶u̶r̶e̶s̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶l̶a̶c̶k̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶s̶o̶n̶s̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶i̶f̶i̶c̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶.̶ ̶ ̶I̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶p̶h̶o̶t̶o̶g̶r̶a̶p̶h̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶’̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶l̶i̶e̶v̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶n̶e̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶d̶u̶c̶t̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶a̶p̶a̶r̶t̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶p̶i̶c̶t̶u̶r̶e̶s̶,̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶s̶i̶l̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶r̶u̶m̶i̶n̶a̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶i̶n̶g̶.̶ ̶ ̶T̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶p̶i̶c̶t̶u̶r̶e̶s̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶e̶l̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶e̶n̶t̶r̶a̶l̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶i̶n̶g̶-̶i̶t̶-̶t̶h̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶.̶

Ruined synagogue, Łaszczów, Poland, 2014

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Dubno, Ukraine, 2017

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Zhovkva, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Chortkiv, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Ivano-Frankivsk, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Przeworsk, Poland, 2015

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Borislav, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Berezhany, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Lesko, Poland, 2015

Ruined Jewish cemetery, Burshtyn, Ukraine, 2014

Tombstones from the ruined Jewish cemetery dumped in the partly ruined Polish cemetery, Sokal, Ukraine, 2014
To look into a Holocaust ruin, I venture––not just to look at it, but into it––is to remember the ancient words of the Torah commanding us to choose life, and at the same time to recognize that given the world we have made, we no longer know how.
Two phrases echo through these pictures of mine, images from the visually non-experimental side of my archive: “the ruin as Jewish” and “the Jewish as ruin.” The distinctions between them are hard to tease out. At issue, on the one hand, is a historical question, how a culture or civilization with a distinctive character comes to include ruination as an aspect of its cultural specificity, as in those ruins are what remains of ancient Rome (about which we can say XYZ), and those are what remains of twentieth-century Detroit, and these are what remain of prewar Jewish civilization in Europe. On the other hand, there is the question of ruination as an internal aspect of these civilizations, as if to suggest that ruination were somehow a consequence of these civilizations’ own dynamics. The latter is highly unsettling inasmuch as it suggests that European Jews somehow brought genocide on themselves.
A̶p̶o̶r̶i̶a̶,̶ ̶i̶m̶p̶a̶s̶s̶a̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶p̶a̶t̶h̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶r̶e̶v̶o̶l̶t̶.̶

Ruined synagogue, Dukla, Poland, 2015

Ruined synagogue, Olesko, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined synagogue, Pidhaitsi, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined synagogue, Bratslav, Ukraine, 2017

Ruined synagogue, Dębica, Poland, 2015

Ruined synagogue, Wiśniowa, Poland, 2015

Ruined synagogue, Stary Dzików, Poland, 2015

Ruined synagogue, Sokal, Ukraine, 2014

Ruined Jewish prayer room, Lviv, Ukraine, 2014
Sitting in a synagogue on Rosh Hashonah, I realize: the best response to the ruins, maybe the only way to resist them, is joy, joy which is the unity of the something and the nothing, and joy which is also, strangely, the name of one of Detroit’s most notoriously ruined streets.
Ann Arbor and Atlanta, September 2017